Creating a world on

Lonisa Mari YouTube and on LonisaMari.com

has really chiseled away at me.

I show up daily. I have had a few skips, but for the most part – I am consistent.

Yesterday, I feel asleep. Woke up at 11:40pm and realized I didn’t make my post on LonisaMari.com.

So I quickly found one of my writings, some pics, and posted before midnight.

I don’t have any subscribers on my website that look for me. I don’t have a community or any influence, yet. But I show up like I do.

I want to quit so many days, cause it seems dumb.

Yet, the vision I have won’t let me loose.

Figure might as well keep creating and sharing no matter what.

I really want to quit a lot of days.

But gotta pass the time someway.

God is watching.

My children are watching.

Womp,
LonisaMari.com