Queen Repair: Internal Water Pump

Today, I was doing scene work; leaning into:

Vulnerability.

Taking the role (Marie Antoinette: A queen who has lost everything;

awaiting beheading; helpless)) and personalizing with my experiences.

Once I allowed my own “Lonisa Mari Walls”

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to come down I was able to feel and lean into Marie Antoinette & self.

There was a blending and blurring of worlds.

I was sitting on a bench, ppl were walking by, I had scripts and the book “Find Your People” on my lap.

Not long after crying – a woman walked by curious about the book. I shared how it was about how ppl are the source of pain and joy. How we need ppl even when we don’t want to….

She opened up.

Prayer occurred.

I gave her the book and took out what I had tucked in the pages.

I found notes about the water pump on my car being replaced a cpl months ago.

I found it hilarious as I had just been a weeping hole my own self.

God moves in mysterious ways and knows how to speak uniquely to his children.

Even my earrings look like a waterfall of tears. 💧💧💧💧💧💧💧