It’s just part of life. People care about each other – at least until it impacts their bottom line.

I mean I get it.

Stewardship is important. But some of us slippin’ into greed.

There are bills, tummies, experiences, and dreams that require funding.

Take it. Y’all can have it. I don’t want anything from this place really.

Not even food lol giving people parasites anyway.

I can tell you for me I don’t really care about much anymore.

There is so much suffering here it’s like what’s the point. I guess so we can know the opposite – cause if it was all roses we wouldn’t even know it without contrast.

Things we tell ourselves to cope.

Today I had a botched adventure – so I decided to go to the mall with the fancy brands….

Walked around and just thought -> meaningless.

A purse is a purse even if it is Balenciaga.

Today I took the best action I knew to take outside of praying and crying out to Jesus – and still nothing… a fail…yet I still was expected to pay a portion for time and material.

I gave them what was due – it was the right thing.

Things can be so transactional here.

Which so be it.

Everyone can have the money.

I want to be taken care of in the Garden of Eden in God’s presence with animals (non toxic and violent) & my kids.

Perhaps a miracle will happen.

It’ll probably be me waking up and giving it another go – which for that I’m thankful.

Love,