You guys – this space:

Will Not Niche Down.

It’s me here – showing up and sharing from my life and whatever is going on.

I understand that this could mean limited reach, slow growth, and maybe this just being some “thing” I’m doing to pass time.

So be it.

I am committed though to showing up here daily in some way and to me – that is a niche in itself.

I’m glad you’re here, but I dont have a “show up this kinda way” strategy.

I had this dream of making a living by being me.

That meant me serving and being paid for being me without these masks & compartments.

That has not happened for me – yet.

It may never happen.

I’m not treating this space like a pick me mission. I’ve picked my self. Better than that – I’m aligned with being chosen by God to be Lonisa.

The way I show up here is me doing my part of – being me.

Believe it or not – I have created things that I haven’t yet shared because it may be a shocker to people’s world.

And respectfully, forget “those people”. Most haven’t given an eff if their behavior has shook me to the core. So boom – ignore.

I made a video this week of just straight curse words going off – I find it hilarious and therapeutic. But I also wonder if this can make God, my Heavenly Father, grieved. But idk maybe he is more grieved by me suppressing my real self and emotions even if it’s profanity.

I don’t feel bad for what I created. I felt free.

I would love to talk to ppl in the way I recorded privately. I often show restraint, but I wanna let it rip like Beyblade …just like they have done me in real life.

Bottom line – I’m just expressing here and it may seem random and not cohesive.

But shoot – the weather be all over and we deal accordingly.

I just want to honor God, be myself, and make a living. Oh, and live in peace and play. I don’t like a bunch of going back and forth & cuss outs & dumb stuff.

Idk what that looks like at all.

God can never say I didn’t show up.

I’ll be here doing my best to be a solid human and get my kids to live better than me.

That’s what ends up happening to most. They stall out and just pass the baton.

I get it.

I wanted so much more, not anymore.

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