Do you feel like you should stop sharing or going for anything-anymore? I’ve been feeling this way as the continual:

Obscurity And Rejections (Redirections)

feels cruel to my own self…

I’ve never had to try to make something happen. God has often brought opportunities my way – when I’ve been in position.

I’d like a – Yes.

A fresh – Yes.

One that isn’t from my own self or the past. I don’t want to drive anymore – I’ll gladly take the backseat.

It’s been so long since I’ve felt seen by my Heavenly Father and in this world. I know I’m chosen, but I feel frozen like this ice storm. Will it ever be warm again? When will the springs overflow into my life?

I’ve been doing my best to cope through healthy means while I wait and take steps forward.

I keep chugging along cause like all these ppl love to say “nobody’s coming to save you”.

I get that, but I don’t fully align.

I’ve experienced God coming to save me on many occasions as I was encountering challenges.

Anywho.

The other day, I fell asleep before midnight -> before publishing my blog post- so I am back at day 1 on the daily writing streak I was rebuilding.

If you read or see any of my stuff I hope it encourages you to keep going even when it seems pointless.

I’m going to make some tea, write my blog post for today (probably publishing 2), and then go apply for more opportunities.

Lovely – I pray that you feel comforted and seen in a special way today. In Jesus name, Amen.

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