I show up like I have:

Millions

of people reading and watching my stuff.

When right now – there are maybe a handful.

& of that number – they are probably 80% lurkers who don’t wanna see me eat for real.

This is how I know I’m a winner.

Many would’ve stopped the minute they didn’t get external validation.

No one can take away my internal drive.

Only my lack of self mastery can stop me.

I don’t allow my feelings to stop me from showing up.

I have to make myself not “take it personal” when I see others visibly progressing – while I’m still driving my roots deeper into darkness.

Sometimes it looks like I have nothing, but then I remind myself how networked these roots are in the spirit.

I’m not poppin’ up with one bush, but with an Amazon forest.

w/ grit,