I was

Apologizing

to my boys tonight at dinner. They are

… so hilarious!

One of the boys was like…yea what about how you had Glory crying earlier!

I’m like…bahahaha….

What I do?

Then….

Queen Glo, who was sitting next to me, pointed her finger at me – looked me square on and was like:

“Don’t do that ever again!”

What did I do to her?

When she came to me about how she needed help with the computer her show was on – I told her to go do something else. I was dismissive, not warm. I was doing what I was doing – so move along – figure it out. Ya know, I was deep in being wannabe boxing coach to my sons who didn’t want me no where near them when they were boxing – cause they know I’d be calling ish out like I’m fresh out the pros! bahahahahahahahahahaha lol

And you know what! They were accurate in their prediction! lol

Told them I was gonna sit in there quiet lol bahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha

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GOTCHA! 🙂

Anywho, Glory dipped out from The Creation Cave and could be heard crying from upstairs. The boys alerted me to her cries. I go yea….finish the drill.

I did not get up.

I still don’t really feel “bad” for the way I operated, but I heard her out and recognize I should’ve gotten up to see about her. After all, I tell her to come to me when she needs help.

I’m glad King Elijah highlighted her feelings to me at dinner and that Queen Glo asserted herself.

I actually picked up a phrase from her not long ago that I now use all the time:

“Your messing up, but I still love you.”

Basically, it means -> we will call out a mess up while holding love in the accountability.

Yall, when I was apologizing I did not feel bad about myself.

I was not inwardly like “Ooh, I’m a bad mom!”.

That’s a trick of the enemy to walk around with guilt and shame.

Have you seen KPOP Demon Hunters? Did you see the part where the ” cute demon character” was like ” ooh she has shame, we can get to her?”? I saw that and was like -> BOOM, enemy tactic revealed.

I been known I’m flawed AFizzle and my kids know it too – thus why I need Jesus. #nohiding

It’s written in God’s Word #Bible:

“The Spirit of the LORD is upon Me, Because He has anointed Me To preach the gospel to the poor; He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, To proclaim liberty to the captives And recovery of sight to the blind, To set at liberty those who are oppressed; ” Luke 4:18

Faltering & Free Through Jesus Christ,