The devil is a liar! Had me feeling like:

My Existence Didn’t Matter

on Sunday and into Monday.

I decided to skip boxing Monday morning and just mope around.

I felt like why work out when nothing works out. So I skipped.

I can take a break from fighting to advance! Right?!?

Might as well contribute to my demise and pull up on one who despises me?

Just act like that ain’t the truth for a few hours and find some type of love in btn the lies?

Went and spun the block to a place where I once mattered and played a pivotal role.

That was:

Comforting yet comical.

My creative flips can make toxic look like a whole all expense paid trip.

Returned from that escaPAID!

Ended up going to the boxing gym this morning so I didn’t miss too many days and a coach and boxer let me know they missed me on Monday.

They recognized my absence.

That meant a lot to me and they don’t even known it for real.

There are a few boxers that have been missing that I miss even though I don’t know them for real. We share a bond tho cause we hit each other – sometimes lettin it rip and sometimes showing restraint cause we’re all at different levels. That’s so loving.

I was feeling like I didn’t matter and like the work of my hands didn’t either, but today I feel better.

I appreciated gloving up today.

Communities should definitely have wellness calls when regulars dissappear for some days or weeks…life be life’n and they might be battlin for real. Just call and see if they good…don’t even have to get detailz.

We go make it.

In case no one tells you today, I’m glad you’re here. Your presence matters.