Sooo Fall 2024, I called:

Poison Control

in an attempt to save my own self. See what had happened was…

I decided to take Apricot Seeds as I had learned about the benefits. Tik Tok university has a lot of students! bahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Basically, studies have shown that Apricots detonate toxic cells in the body. Many people share their personal testimonies online of how they take them for preventative reasons and have overcome the Big C –ough -ANCER through taking them.

So I was like, “Sweet, let me do this!”. I felt led by God to start, but see my approach….ehh….

The Apricot seed bag clearly says not to do more than 3 seeds in a certain amount of time when starting out and not to exceed 10 seeds in a day. I was like…yea no! Let me take a handful from jump -> like a straight wakadabakada!

I was all alone at my dwelling spot, The Billionaire Bubble, when I did this.

Well about 5 mins later- I felt something awf internally. Immediately -> I was like oh nooooo!

Don’t let me die from apricot seeds! I don’t want to go out this way!

Like nobody would know lol cause I don’t talk to many people and I had no family with me!

Like…don’t let me pass out – go to the pearlies – and be discovered days later. That’s just not wassup!

I’m over here fighting to live and thinking hmm…maybe I should actually do life with more people! Has to put that thought on the back burner – not about to overthink if it really is the end! lol Why do myself in mentally on top of physically!?!

I knew I needed to get from being alone. So I took deep breaths, left my place, and walked to nearby shops to be around other people. My thought – if I drop at least strangers may be inclined to help me. I was praying to God to save me lol and speaking life over myself as I battled these sensations in my body.

I called poison control and gradually explained ” what had happened was”. The operator (sounded like a Black woman – if you know you know) – was like yea:

Go to the ER.

I told her no (cause well faith, insurance, and financial concerns – decisions be complex – plus, the way my life be setup: I’d get there. Spend a bunch of money for them to say -> You’re fine!”). The woman told me well “Given what you told me I can’t recommend otherwise”. (something like that.) We got off the phone after not so long.

I knew to keep moving my body and to try to go to the bathroom to urinate some stuff out. So I went back to The Billionaire Bubble to run that play.

I’m all by myself and:

Praying and praying.

I went and got my Bible and began to read – thinking God aint go take me out the Earth surely when I’m in his Word. lol

Note: he definitely could and he cannot be manipulated

I was inwardly in panic mode as I was feeling sensations in my body. I kept walking and praying. God was telling me I was fine but I still felt off. It’s like he was telling me to chill.

I kept praying. Then after a little while I felt a release.

I just knew it was done. I was good.

I felt the shift.

Pray until you feel a release!

Start gradually with the Apricot Seeds.

I take Apricot Seeds daily and my body has gotten use to them!

I love the taste which is another contributing factor as to why I took so many on the first go. Although, there are many benefits of taking them -> these are a healing tool and should not be idolized as “the answer”! Apricot seeds are not the source of healing, no created thing is.

Surrender your health journey to God and follow the guidance of the Holy Spirit.

Jesus is “The Great Physician”.

As always, pray for guidance on who you should be seeing, what you should be taking, and how much, etc. Discernment must be used.

Despite all that I am sharing – following trends can actually do us in. Take what you learn and discover to God and you know what, have some quiet time and don’t consume so much info. Else you may end up being overly zealous and consuming so much “good stuff” – that you feel it’s going bad.

Note: This post is not medical advice. I just told you how I thought I was gonna die – why follow me blindly!?! Follow Jesus. Enroll in Tik Tok University yourself. 🙂

Always learning,