Yes! Having goals is great! Taking steps towards them consistently is necessary.

Nevertheless, you can do all the things and if God doesn’t bless it –

It is in vain.

I’ve been doing my best to be faithful even in the midst of trials and tribulations – and still.

Nothing.

I am not upset. I’m just being real. I don’t care anymore.

My life has Punk’d Plan written all over it. I’m done. You can carry on, but I’m done staying up late and working…until it’s clear that God is actually on my side.

Even just one sign of success in something of my own would be great. Until then – I ain’t staying up late.

Perhaps what “they” said about me is true.

There is much that I want to do and share with the world – but without God healing me and my entire life – I cannot go forth.

I will do what I can, but it would be great for me to have supernatural help getting out the trash can.

Health is wealth – it’s hard to build without it. What’s the point of striving if you are not able to enjoy it?

Please protect yourself from the foolishness and poison this world offers. It’s not worth it.

If my life “counts” for anything it will have to be God’s direct doing – I’m done striving.

I’ve got nothing to prove and no one to impress.

Stay real,

Lonisa