Deliverance isn’t just somebody laying hands on you & you falling out and puking up stuff. & people saying:

“Come out in Jesus Name!”.

Deliverance includes learning how to fight and cling to Jesus through the nights where you think “I am not gonna make it” or “I can’t do this anymore”. It requires your active gritty participation to change engrained patterns and behaviors. It hurts LOL

Happy “dying” to old self!

It makes me think of how when I would train my kids to ride a bike and would be yelling at them – not allowing them to be scared and quit trying. I didn’t care about those tears -> I cared about them breaking out of fear and getting to the other side as quickly as possible!

So they could get the freedom of pedaling and hanging out with their crew. They may have hated me in that moment, but they were elated later and not thinking ish about me.

They were free!

I have had a long season that has been years where many times I told God – ” I can’t go on no more.” It got to the point where the thought would come and I would kinda laugh cause I knew that meant – oh there is more. Just take these tests to the best of your ability. bahahahahaha

Going from one form of bondage to freedom – wasn’t just a let me pick Lonisa up and teleport her to the promised land.

If that happened, how would I have the muscles to thrive in my kingdom inheritance?

I wanted that teleportation sooo bad!!! It’s like starting college and then not wanting to do the work and just get the diploma and bbq out back graduation party!

Naw – I had to war for real.

I’d tell God my feelings and then still have to get through my dealings!

He definitely helped me out.

Like one time – God sent me personal security when I was scared to return somewhere! I pulled up to the destination and it jus so happened that a cop car was going by at that very moment. I hopped out the car and got their attention – the cop car aligned to my case number. Moments like that reminded me that God had me when I was going thru…even though I was like WHERE ARE YOU!!! MEAN MEAN MEAN! You’re not protecting me! #tantrum

I realize God was teaching me to be:

Proactive, assertive, and gritty!

A yearish or so before a woman came to me at a Christian conference and told me “You’ve given the enemy territory. Your identity is being established. “. Somethin somethin – I cried a little …you now how we be doing like sniff sniff…get me a tissue ” yess that’s for me…how you know?!?”! You and I know how they know. God sent them. (still test the word though against God’s Word (Bible) -as that is the best word we could get)

Don’t go to the counterfeit psychics and mediums tho or tarot! We be in so much pain – wanting deliverance that we will seek out stuff that we need to refrain from due to long term effects – it may provide quick relief – but it does more harm. Stop! Doing that! now! It’s not the time!

(hmph, rebuke intermission over)

It’s funny cause recently I saw a church service online where people were falling out on the floor. I commented:

Are they getting up changed though?!?

Like when they get off the floor – are they more equipped to battle? are they more free? cause if not…be done.

I don’t want a touch – I want to be out of touch with bondage for real!!!

They commented something about reading the comments for the testimonies. I didn’t read ish lol – I kept scrolling. I’m not saying nothing is happening – I’m just saying what I did.

I know instant deliverance results are real….

I’ve been in a movie theater where a movie about healing and deliverance (https://mikesignorelli.com/domino-revival-movie/) had finished playing and at the very end on the screen was something about “Breakers…aint much time!”.

Then, the woman next to me and her daughter – started throwing up! They were manifesting demons.

I was sitting there with my popcorn – looking at them like yoooooo…maybe this wasn’t the movie for me to be munchin on snacks – bahahahahahahahaahahaha! That’s why I don’ t watch scary movies – ppl are really in:

Full blown demonic attack in real life!

Don’t play with that “demon time” and “let me put my demons in you” music! NINJAGO WHAT!!! Naw, in that scenario “sharing is not caring!!!”.

Apparently, ministry workers were in the theatre – they had been posted in the back row in stealth mode ready for Kingdom Kombat!

As the credits rolled – they knew they were on limited time – cause the next show time was approaching. They immediately got up, were working the rows, and went to casting out demons.

I didn’t know them, but jumped into pray for the ppl next to me – was laying hands. A ministry worker who seemed to be packin power -> asked me, ” Are you a breaker?!”… (inwardy) I’m like…ummm noooo – what the heck is that?!? Maxwell… Bad Habits?!? -> so they lovingly told me -> fall back woman of God. Say less! I did lol cause … What!?! Is happening?

I thought this was just a movie about the:

Power of Jesus!

Yall out here showcasing it in real life in these suburbs at a theatre.

I left and googled “Breakers” it’s a ministry that is equipped for deliverance….

So bottom line I know God works through many channels for deliverance.

For me – I have experienced that long wilderness – we gotta break off this way of thinking and operating type of deliverance.

I feel a newer strengthened version of me on the scene. I been like where did this come from. I’ve found myself being bolder and I thought I had already been pretty bold – but now I’m like, “Oh, you wanna battle?. Let’s step out onto the field you Philistine! bahahahahahahaha…which weapon to choose for your downfall:

Go-LIE-ath overrrr there!

Happy “own your identity in Christ” birthday!

Now – don’t get it twisted…..

I say deliverance prayers over myself and be in my head like … “so we throwing up demons?.” It hasn’t happened. But I understand both approaches.

Yo if I throw up demons this weekend I’m not telling yall ish! lol sike I probably would.

Deliverance come now in Jesus name, Amen!

(Did you actually read this far?!? – if so, just wow)

More on this blog post – sharing how I’ve been delivered from various forms of abuse and continue to walk that out.

What has God delivered you from? Testify in the comments below!

Stay Gritty,