Usually, I am filled with lots of words. I have much to:

Share

Due to excruciating inner pain – I’ve surrendered to silence and stillness. This feels:

Safe

After writing my blog posts, I typically push them to my Facebook, YouTube, LinkedIn, and sometimes Instagram. In a very:

Look At This

manner.

I am taking a break from operating in that way, probably never to pick it up again.

If God believes people will benefit from my offerings then he will have to send them my way – in his way.

I’m done striving. It is futile.

My focus is not on being seen, but on hiding in God’s presence and connecting meaningfully with others.

As I walk this out – I find myself constantly pouring my heart out to God. I don’t feel relief immediately, but I anticipate it’s arrival.

“Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” 1 Thessalonians 5: 16-18

I’m being continuously:

Slain

by the choices I made in my youth. I am thankful for the gifts bestowed and for the many outcomes that have brought me low.

I’m reminded of that scripture where Jesus said:

 For I did not speak on my own, but the Father who sent me commanded me to say all that I have spoken. John 12:49

That sounds like the best strategy.

Stop speaking on my own and say what comes from God’s throne.

May God’s Kingdom come in my life, in yours, and on this Earth. In Jesus name, Amen.

Love,