I spend a lot of time telling God everything. Just straight up coming clean about the mess on my scene. I recently found myself repeating:
I’m So Sorry
I just kept apologizing for my self-abandoning choices. Sometimes we can be upset with our circumstances and be furious with God, when we did it.
People ruin their lives by their own foolishness and then are angry at the LORD. Proverbs 19:3
Like…I did this ish. I positioned myself to be parked up here. I take full:
Accountability
Own the blunder(s) and boss up!
We don’t do victim mentality over here.
You ever been in a situation where you are ticked, but then it marinates for a little bit and you are like…
Oh, they chose the right
motha suckaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Then you get hype! Like let’s goooooooo! You get to thinking about all the ish that led to the present moment. You want to put your younger self in a chokehold, but you still love her so you opt for staring her down in the mirror – whispering:
How You Let That Happen?!?
Never again motha faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

I escaped from behind the barz with the keys – no Alicia! 😉
The beautiful thing about these daily 10k steps is I’ve had time to study my prior frames.
There have been some ugly gutters rolled. Almost thought I’d stay pinned down.
Instead I found I couldn’t put the pen down! (Somebody drop the beat – and not a dead one)
We can’t go back, but we can study the past to improve our game.

I hope to share my blunders so you fiercely protect your:
Thunder
There is only one “fearfully and wonderfully made” you! (Psalm 139:14)
Your creativity. Your quirkiness. Your Voice.
Is needed.
Don’t hush it to minimize disruption to others. Kick your feet up and:
Snatch back your turn!

You may feel outnumbered, but know you are not! God is with you and loves to put on a show! See JESUS for detailzzzzz!
Let’s use the shock waves of our experiences to make a rumble that’s felt for generations.
Stay emPOWERed,

